HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!

Finally i decided to post something after so long.
This post is a MUST SEE post! hahaha..
On the very day 12102009, which is my bdae,
I went for a movie, Surrogates, with my beloved girlfriend.
OH YES! I have to emphasis this! My GF look super PRETTY! LOL!
Some pictures to show!

After the movie, the HIGHLIGHT for the day!
A splendid candlelight at Jack's Place!
OMG, she gave me a surprise man!
After knowing that i didn't ate any cake at my BBQ,
She ordered a piece of cake for me!
And a dedicated Bdae song!
OMG! i love her man! This is the first time anybody do this for me!




Ok, before all this, it was my BBQ night! And before we even go to Sembawang Park, we took this pic. LOL!

LOOK! This is my cake!
But i didn't have a chance to taste it,
hope it is nice guys =D




Here are some pictures of who attended my bdae! Of course,my family, my friends, and my campmates!

And of course some pics of me n my beloved GF!

Back to blogging.
i wanna give some credits to my beloved, Bonnie Wui! LOL
Darling, thanks for helping me change my blogskin.
this new skin is so much better than my previous one.
plus those lovely pictures!
Omg i love it! =)







Remember the last time,
i say before that my next picture will be a pic that baobei kiss me!
here it goes!
haha!









Lovely right!
LOL! i feel the same too..
baobei is the prettiest girl that i've met!
LOL! baobei is this familiar?
thats your credit for helping me with my blog! haha..

I've not blog something relevant to my life for a long time alre.
not because nothing's going on,
just because I'm purely lazy =X

On monday, doctor gave me 3 days MC!
LOL! finally can rest long enough before i go back to camp.
Say the truth, going back to camp is boring,
I cant do anything.
So might as well stay at home to rest. lols

But this few days of rest,
i don't enjoy much though.
Maybe its because you aren't beside me bah.
Cant blame anything,
Cause thats what you suppose to do =)

Should i say I'm too dependent on you?
lols, i think the best to describe is i'm not used to it.
one day without your msg and call,
i might go crazy..
vice versa,
i think the same goes to you too =X

At the end of the story,
no matter what happens in future,
i will love you the way i do.
Always..

In life, theres so much things to fantasize on.
But so little things are true.
Human beings love to stay in their comfort zone,
And only those who are able to step out,
Gets what they want in life=)

Some people aim for perfection in life,
thinking that they will succeed by just imagining,
and thus living in their own world,
and got demoralised when they see people achieving more than them.
some of the time, isn't it better to face the fact than doing nth?

I'm learning how to face my life too =X
Deep down inside myself,
i know I'm still far away from my ideal life.
Cos I'm no better than anyone whom I've describe above =X

I believe theres always a turning point in life for everyone,
It's just whether you would face it or hide from it.
When u face it, thank goodness u are saved!
But once u hide from it, goodbye my friend=)
So readers, please do reflect on yourself when u guys read this!
It might help u one day=)

after so much things happening,
i felt useless.
other than blaming on others,
i never even do anything to make things easier.

i always rely on others to help me to solve my own problem,
but what have i did for them?
worst, blaming them for not helping me when i didn't even ask for help.
i think that I've utterly disappointed my family,
and still not doing anything about it till now and I'm alre 21.
failure.

what shalyn said was right.
what is there to celebrate about turning 21 this year?
not say I've achieve anything or what,
but still immature and dreaming that everything is alright and whatever I've did will be solved without doing anything.
a failure again.

I'm not going to celebrate my birthday this year.
nothing much to celebrate about,
or is it juz a "welcome to the society?"
nah, nothing great about it.
i shall change,
and do something about my behavior.

sorry if my previous post cost an impact to my family.
i promise i will change.
please don't give up on me.
starting afresh! =(